Departures

 There's so many unexpected events in life...

Departures....which is so heart trenching,heart aching and unbearable
There's only a few types of separation I define.
eternal and short termed 
Death,which tear us apart forever.
Dreams that are meant to be pursued that sacrificed our relationships,friendships nor kinship.

Farewells.
when you see your closest ones or your best friends leaving you.
and you staying back there alone,fighting alone.

Abandonment.
when you feel cherished but it wont last.
when you feel glad finally you have someone but ending up being strangers
when you miss that person so much but he is not there.

Departures.
when you seek for comfort from your family but their voice are no longer to be heard.
when the tower you rely on suddenly disappear.

when you feel blissful that you have found a new friend but the next thing you know that she's leaving.
when you found the joy of having some friend there for you but she's now miles away.

however, i believe ...
separations is a kind of blissful hatred.

it's bitter,but sweet.
Separations make people cherish each other more,understand more and to love more

losing someone,make you wanna live high and to lead a better life, hoping that they would rest in peace,leaving the world without worries.
when you miss them,you still believe that you would meet them one day
,smiling beautifully,approaching you in Heavens when the time has come.

i once heard a friend of mine saying,separations and departures exist in order to make reunion happen one day.

Departures,is a kind of blissful hatred.

Dearly Beloved

She popped out her head,wanting to take a glimpse of me.
From afar, i whispered to myself,"i'm gonna make her proud.''
She smiled at me, proudly.

As if she wanna shout and proclaim,:'tat's my daughter up there!'
Her smile,her expressions braved me up.
She's my mom.Besides God,she's the one who has been there for me since i was a zygote.
It might sound funny,but,somehow.... it's a funny but beautiful fact.

My mother,the one made me for who i am today.
My mom,the one who is there to share my ups and downs with.
My mummy,the one who made yummy food for me.
My best friend ,whom listened every little secrets of mine understandingly.
My teacher,who taught me philosophies of life that are never found in books.

Here i am, standing before the church.
Even though i'm not a first timer being a praise and worship leader but somehow i'm nervous.
Thank God she's there,supporting me in her very own way.
A smile that made me brave and to stand firmly before the crowd.

I pledged to be a mother like her.
A loving,passionate,strict but in a humor adorable way =]

I love you mum <3